sigh... had my mock exam today... and i fail... i broke down and cry. as i reali out in alot of effort. last nite i burn mid nite oil.. study from 10pm to 4.30am. and i asked ah man to gimmi morning call dis morning to wake me up go skl to mit dem up for grp study. i woke up at 8am plus den rush to skl for grp study le. as 1pm is the mock exam mah. after taking the test, i totally have no confident to pass. but only confident tat i've failed. i was the second last to hand up the paper and my ladies were outside waiting for me. i hold my tears and breath and get outta the classroom. trying to hold me tears. bare and bare until i reali cannot take it le, it brust out when i was in the bus heading towards inter. jas was sitting beside me. i tink she noe i'm not feeling good. den i told her i wanna cry liao. she don believe. tot i was playing wif her. haha. den i look at her and i tink she was shock to see my tears rolling down. hur hur.. yup, and tat's all the way i kip controling my tears all the way till TM. and jas was like trying to console me and trying to make me stop tearing bahz. as all along trying to crake jokes and play wif me? =X and i juz kip trying to have a smiling face to her loh. and of cuz at the same trying not to spoil her mood either.. all the way till i stop my stupid tears going on. and den i was back to a smilely face to her agnz. =] however, i'm still as upset de loh. T.T you guys might juz wonder why muz i shed tears over small thing.. kinda stupid? ya? well... you guys don understand my situation. cuz i study darn HARD.. burning every night's mid nite oil.. scarifice my slp.. putting lotsa lotsa effort onto it. yet, i fail my test. done alot of work onto it and all goes down the drain..
anyway, those comfort words out from jas is indeed meaningful and rite! she understand me best. i'll take those words from her and learn from it! i will jia you de! =]
words for my dearie jas (if you can see dis..)
sorry for spoiling your day today. i noe you muz be upset too when you saw me shedding tears out. anyway really gotta thks you alot for your comfort words. it's indeed precious to me. and oso thanks alot for your comfort! i really appreciate it! simply loves you to bits! *hugZ*
